One window is all I need,
to see what lies ahead,
for the future to be bright,
to help others after me.

I believe in the loving of the heart.
The happy and sadness of the soul.
The feelings toward the one you love.
The emptyness you feel when they are no longer there.
The wanting of forever and always.
Lying to yourself is not worth it at all.
I believe in love at first sight.
I believe in waiting for the right one.
Patience, Kindness, Caring.
And i believe in “If you love it let it free, if it comes back to you then it’s meant to be”.

Before I go I should tell you…
I should tell you that i hate your ways..
I hate the way you look at me…
I hate the way you make me laugh…
I hate how you’re always there when i need you…
I hate how you love me…
I hate how you find ways to bring me up in converstaions…
I hate how i feel when I’m with you…
I take back everything i’ve said.

I sit here looking.
Looking at the desks that surround me.
I am thinking, talking to them in my mind.
They don’t answer back.
They sit there just starring, paying attention to all of the movement going on in the front of the room.
Just sitting, sitting, sitting…
Like a person in a daze from what they had seen before now.

July marches right in with an explosive attitude.
It sparkles around in the sky, lighting it up with its bright colors.
Then fades away like a shooting star.

Rain falls like tears of a giraffe.
It makes people’s mood change.
By applying dancing lessons.
Somewhere in the unknown with the angels above.
And then leaves like a bird swooping down to feed on fish in the water.

What If I Fall For Him?
I Might Not Be Able To Get Back Up.

What If It All Goes Right?
I Could Be His Forever.

What If Forever Is’nt Good Enough?
I Would Not Be The Same.

How Long Is Forever?

I Don’t Understand….
Why the grass is green?
Why the sky is the same color as the ocean?
Why the leaves fall off of trees?

But Most Of All….
Why there are specific letters in the alphabet?
Why we add, subtract, divide, or multiply numbers just to get the answer to a math problem?
Why letters put together make the sounds they do?
Why you can’t make the color white using other colors?

What I Understand Most….
Why people age.
Why we have dreams.
Why there is day and night.
Why we love.

How does one cope with the facts that are going on around them? How do people “accidently” fall for someone, knowing the one who they are currently in a relationship with will eventually find out and get hurt? Why do people choose to cheat? We don’t have an alarm in our heads that tell us when exactly in our lives we are going to actually have to “cheat” to be happy. Why can’t we just accept what is given to us from the very beginning? What questions affect that person? Why has it happened to them? Why does it all have to happen at this point in the relationship? What did he/she do wrong for it all to come down to “cheating”? These are all the questions many people have going on inside there head at some point in there life. We can not figure out why it’s us that are chosen to go through this process. Is it natural for one to “cheat”? If they “cheat”, are they cheating themselves also? Do certain people cheat just because they say they are not happy being with this person anymore? Or do they cheat because they want something different in there lives? If this is one of the cases, then why can they not just talk to one another and tell them how they are feeling? It is said “Human nature is just being human all on its own”. Is “cheating” apart of this so called “Human Nature”? Once the problem is brought to the serface and out in the open, what happens next? Do you get hurt or does the other person get hurt? Can the relationship get back on the track it was prior to all of the “cheating” happening? (That is if the couple is willing to work at it as much as possible). If you “cheat”, do your friends and family end up getting hurt also? Can the relationship that was “cheated” eventually be fixed and get back to normal? What is a “Normal Reltionship”? If it can be fixed, what happens later on down the road? Can the couple stand to talk or even look at one another anymore without the knowing of someone “cheating” being once brought into their relationship and almost tear them apart? Us being human make plenty of mistakes, but is forgiveness and continuing the relationship in this case also a mistake? What would you decide to do if you were the one that was “cheated” on!?

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